Sofia LivingstoneThis is a poem I wrote some years ago to the Goddess of Wisdom Sophia, after deciding to change my birth name from Hilary to […]
Writings
Prayer to the Dark Mother
We are children of God, vessels into which we awaken This gift of life that is not easily forsaken As pitiful humans we might want […]
Collapsing at Waitrose supermarket (section from my book ‘The Belly and the Mountain’)
I am 39 years old doing the family shop at Waitrose, finding myself suddenly incapacitated at the check out desk, unable to move. Literally, I’m […]
‘The Belly and the Mountain’ : Collapse
So, can I dare to surrender to this mountain collapse here in Italy on my land, or will I frantically chase lots of rabbits, to […]
Grief and Loss as a Portal to Awakening
“But little by little, as you left their voices behind, the stars began to burn through the sheets of clouds, and there was a new […]
Self Honouring
I am all too familiar with shame, the construct that has been put here on the planet to enslave and keep us away from our […]
Holy Grace and Hilary
I’d like to talk to you about holy synchronicity as Caroline Myss calls it. I’d like to tell you one small story of mine, that […]
Violation Normalised
Years ago, in my forties, I attended a week long Hoffman personal/spiritual growth course in an attempt to support getting my life and health back. This is […]
Dear Brave Heart Letter
Dear Brave Heart You have never failed me. Regardless of what is happening, you have remained faithful at my side. I can always trust you. […]
“I Am”……Io Sono
RECLAIMING OUR SHADOW and EXILED PARTS in order to find WHOLENESS and REST………. I am from the suburban streets of Buckhurst Hill with its Mrs […]