I feel frozen and burning from deep inside
Emotionally blocked yet for years I’ve cried
I’ve given up hope but I’m still fighting for my life
I need you so badly but truly, is it worth the strife?
Longing for my twin flame, yet aching to be alone
Inspired by travel, yet so relieved to be home
Adoring deep relatedness but delighted when you leave
Blissful mystical union – do I even believe?
Courage to give up hope, yet in truth I don’t dare
Surrender to the dark womb, whilst searching elsewhere
Cherishing what is important whilst forgetting to notice
Staying fully on target but always losing focus
I’ve stories to tell yet permission isn’t granted
Purpose is unknown though the seeds are planted
Doubts and regrets whilst feeling at peace with it all
Trusting I can fly yet preparing for the fall?
Desperate for results but not giving a damn
Feeling a total failure whilst being my own greatest fan
Reaching for the stars – remaining here on earth
Humble in my brokenness whilst recognising my worth
Intensely embodying the Truth whilst letting you go
Intimately knowing You but with nothing to show
Embracing my Beloved yet standing on my own
A fragile tender infant – mature and fully grown